NIGHTMARE : "rubbish" Lyrics

"rubbish" is a song released by NIGHTMARE on the HPQ label on November 28th, 2012.
The song appears as track #3 on their twenty-fifth single "Deus ex machina".

Rubbish

Lyrics & Music: RUKA

In the unchanging gray in this small world
I'm searching for a beginning
For something that hasn't been seen yet with grieving and sorrow
For a soft light

I forgot it, I lost it, and then I suppressed everything
Unable to go against the flow of people passing through
I'll kick this door open with all my might, shout my feelings to that sky, and expect something again tomorrow
One day I understood everything is a lie

But such a life with just doubting is too sad
I believe in miracles

In the unchanging gray in this small world
I'm searching for a beginning
For something that hasn't been seen yet with grieving and sorrow
For a soft light

Even if I vomit because of words like "it's too late" and "it's stupid"
This empty, broken doll longs for tomorrow
The sun will rise again and again, the days with nothing changing will end, and I will expect something again tomorrow
Such lonely lies are no good, right?

Before long your figure will grow dim and someday
I'll rot away without even knowing my destination

In the unchanging gray in this small world
Until that time when I close my eyes
I'll hesitate, struggle, believe, and be hurt
But that's fine

In the unchanging gray in this small world
I'm searching for a beginning
For something that hasn't been seen yet with grieving and sorrow
For a soft light

rubbish

Sakushi & Sakkyoku: RUKA

Kawaranai haiiro chiisa na sekai de
Hajimari wo sagashite iru
Nageite, urei de mada mienai nanika
Yawaraka na hikari wo

Wasurete itta nakushite itta soshite subete wo tatta
Toori sugiteku hito nagare ni sakaraezu
Kono DOA wo omoikiri kette ano sora ni omoi wo sakende mata asu ni nanika wo kitai suru
Itsuka wakatta subete ga uso

Sonna utagau dake no "sei" ja kanashi sugite
Kiseki wo shinjiteru

Kawaranai haiiro chiisa na sekai de
Hajimari wo sagashite iru
Nageite, urei de mada mienai nanika
Yawaraka na hikari wo

Imasara da toka, kudranai tte kotoba de hakidashitemo
Ashita ni akogareta kowareta KARA no ningyo
Kurikaeshi mata hi ga agatte nanimo kawaranu hi ga owatte mata asu ni nanika wo kitai suru
Sonna sabishii uso IYA da ne

Yagate kimi no sugate mo boyakete itsu no hi ka
Kuchiru ikisaki sae wakarazu ni

Kawaranai haiiro chiisa na sekai de
Me wo tojiru sono toki made
Mayotte, mogaite, shinjite, kizutsuite
Sore de ii n da

Kawaranai haiiro chiisa na sekai de
Hajimari wo sagashite iru
Nageite, urei de mada mienai nanika
Yawaraka na hikari wo

rubbish

作詞・作曲：RUKA